That rang clear to Chris-He wanted to be loved. He was the pathetic man below him, he was that person being fucked and he gave a short gasp as he came, not really noticing the build up for the self loathing he had.
However, as he felt himself add his seed already trickling out Stabler's ass, Chris also felt triumph. He had taken care of another obstacle between him and Toby. Another...Another mark to add to his chest. That made him smile a bit, even if it was a pained one as he pulled out of Stabler and rolled to the side, rubbing at his face with one hand.