His hand tightened and Chris shook his head, "Shut up," He ground out, fingers loosening, fist coming down to hit the man again, "Nothing is enough, nothing!" He punched the man again before lifting off of him, hands grabbing at his shoulders, fighting to roll him over before he held Stabler face down on the mattress, body laying again the other man's as he rested his forehead against Stabler's back, "I just want to be enough. I want to be good enough," He huffed out, rubbing his cheek against Stabler's back as his hips rubbed himself against the man's ass.