Taking a deep breath, she nodded a bit. "No one would ever call him a bastard.. I just.. I don't know.. I want it to be soon. It's not like we have family. And I only have people I work with. They can throw us a shower or something if they want but.. it's just.. you and me really. And I don't want to waddle down the aisle. So soon.. real soon.." she admitted. She nuzzled up against his neck and sighed. "Thank you for waking me up.." she squeezed him tighter and then leaned up to kiss him again.