Bela shrugged. "It was never personal, you know." It felt both good and bad to say aloud. "I had ... debts. Ideas. I'm sure that doesn't quiet your conscience any, but I never wanted to hurt either of them simply because of who they were."* Sam and Dean had gotten in her way. She'd done her best to remove the obstacle. That had been all.
*(OOC: At least, as of 3x12. LOL Who knows where the rest of the season will go?)