"That's a luxury you humans have. Angels don't really have free will. Our options are very limited. Even moreso here, apparently." She wished Eli were here. He was the one that initially made her an angel, if an imperfect one. But since Eli wasn't exactly the most reliable archangel, even if he were here she probably wouldn't be working directly under him. Eli typically loaned out his servitors, and she may have ended up in the same position.