"I'm not sure.." She didn't know that she could go back to the way things had been before. Any time she felt remotely happy, she felt like a terrible person for being happy. Guilt had never really bothered her before. But any time she began to recover from the heartbreak, she remembered Brother's accusation that she'd never actually loved him; how could she cheat on him if she had loved him? And Morrigan's uncertainty about her own emotions fed into that doubt. Maybe she couldn't love anyone.
Morrigan closed her eyes, biting back her emotions. She didn't want to do this in front of him. He'd seen too much of it already.