"I just.. I don't want you to leave," she said, her voice quivering just a bit. "I wish your Hawke was here. I do." She didn't want to give up what she had with Hawke, ever. Still, she knew even if Hawke had chosen Anders, Merrill would have been hurt, but she would have stayed. The group could have been together, at least. She didn't know what would happen now.
"I'm sorry." She looked down at the cat, needing something else to look at. "Maybe you'll find someone else to make you happy, and then you can come back."