"You have no idea." Well, actually, she had a very good idea, didn't she. "I mean, well. It's definitely not been the same. I shouldn't be me. I'm glad to see me again." He'd told her about the radiation, and Wilfred, and all that, but he wasn't any closer to the heart of the mystery. Talking about problems and questions with her seemed much simpler than the confusing dark cloud over their heads.