"All of it." He whispered softly, sighing when he noticed the slight tear stains on her cheek. "I was harsh because you...when this happened to me you didn't treat me like I was your loved one anymore." Aramis glanced down at the sheets, drawing his fingers over them. "And it hurt, asking me to sleep in another room. Asking me to leave you." Frowning, he looked back up at his lover. "And now your a woman and you...you expect me to treat you with love and respect? I want to but I'm also a bitter old man, Athos and I'm sorry for that."