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Tweak says, "It's wicked dark down here"

Cassie Ainsworth (cadet_cassie) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-03-07 23:29:00

Current mood:	worried
Entry tags:	cassie, james prat, nonobits switcheroo

Who Cassie and James
What Um...who knows?
When Shortly after she became a he
Where Their appartment in New York
Rating R probably

Cassie was entirely sure how she felt about this, in some ways it was horrible. Mostly because she still wasn't totally sure how James was going to react once they were together. She trusted him but well this was different, it wasn't exactly a normal situation was it? Still it was sort of nice, she could appreciate herself more like this, because it wasn't her. The new body was nicely slim and she knew she was attractive. It was odd though looking in the mirror to see a boy, she felt oddly detatched really, though it was a nice feeling

She or was it he now? Was wearing her boyfriend's clothes. Apparently they were more or less the same size, she sat on the sofa trying not to think too much about what was going to happen once James arrived, she had no idea how he felt about men when it came to sex and she found herself wishing he'd been turned into a girl as well. It might have been weird then, but at least it would have been easier.

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topherbrink
2008-03-07 11:37 pm UTC (link)

James came home. He was loud, busting into the flat with a slamming of the door. He smiled as he walked in, seeing her sitting on the sofa, looking all awkward in his clothes.

"Hello baby." He came over and placed a large brown paper bag on the coffee table, making himself comfortable on the sofa beside her. He smiled, gently touching her shoulder.

Inside, he was frowning. Holy hell, she was a fucking bloke. "Got some drink and stuff... How ya feeling? Got questions?"

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cadet_cassie
2008-03-08 12:03 am UTC (link)

She winced as he slammed her door, it wasn't exactly a good sign was it? She could only imagine how he was going to react when he actually saw her.

"Freaked out, this stuff isn't meant to happen yeah? I mean wow the weirdest thing that ever happened back home was when I tripping but this is like real. I'm really not sure how long I can deal with them. I mean I'm male I have like a penis and everything! It's kind of nice not being me though," she admitted.

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	topherbrink 2008-03-08 12:44 am UTC (link)
	"This world is all fucked. It's not like the London back home," he muttered. He moved over, hesitant, touching her shoulder. Still, he loved her, even if she was a he at the moment. "Well, I can help you with the penis. I think I know how to use mine," he teased. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-08 12:49 am UTC (link)
	She laugh despite the fact that she felt incredibly uncomfortable at the moment. "Oh wow yeah, totally. It's just I mean do I actually need to know what to do with it? I'm pretty sure I can handle the whole peeing thing." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-08 12:55 am UTC (link)
	James laughed. "Well can you aim?" He reached over to the paper bag and pulled out a bottle of cherry flavoured vodka. "Here, drink this and relax. Ya have to do that or you won't do anything else." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-08 01:01 am UTC (link)
	"Better than a lot of guys I've met I reckon yeah," she said looking oddly happy for moment. She looked at the vodka for a moment before leaning over to grab it. "And what good's me getting drunk going to do? Because you know speaking from experience I can only see it leading to bad places for us." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

topherbrink
2008-03-08 10:25 am UTC (link)

James sighed. She could be an infuriating bint if she wanted to be. And obviously it didn't matter if she was actually a girl or not. "The last few times we drank, I thought it was a pretty fun time," he muttered. He of course was thinking of New Year's Eve.

"Look, you need to bloody relax. You're too worried about everything. Just drink the shit and then we can talk."

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cadet_cassie
2008-03-08 03:15 pm UTC (link)

Cassie frowned when he mentioned New Year's, "Oh wow yeah, I didn't mean it like that," she sighed and ran her fingers through her hair, it was odd, it being all short like this. "I meant..." she really didn't know how to put it so she unscrewed the bottle and took a massive gulp to buy herself a little time, "it'd be bad now right? Because you know I don't like have the same bits or whatever."

She took another gulp then thrust it at him, "and of course I'm worried. The magic and stuff I could just about deal with cos it all fun but this...Christ if I wasn't crazy before this place it like really trying to change that now."

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topherbrink
2008-03-08 07:02 pm UTC (link)

"Look..." He frowned. How id he want to say this that she wouldn't misunderstand. Oh yeah, she was crazy, but she was his kind of crazy. He liked her like that. And he didn't ever want her to change. Still, she needed to understand where he was coming from and what he was thinking. He took the bottle from her and took a long swig, staring at her.

"I am not a poof. I don't like boys. I like tits and arse, ok? And I'm sure that this thing, whatever the fuck it is, will wear off. Mine did, ok babe? So don't sweat it. And you..." He swallowed, a bit hesitant. "You're still you."

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cadet_cassie
2008-03-09 03:34 pm UTC (link)

Cassie nodded, she knew all that of course, even if he wasn't exactly the mannliest looking guy ever he'd never really seemed exactly feminine either.

"It would've been eaiser if you'd changed," she said quietly. It wasn't as if Cassie had a problem with sleeping with girls, she didn't have a problem sleeping with anyone really.

"And I know I'm still me that's the problem, because I still you know...fancy you and stuff."

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	topherbrink 2008-03-10 04:09 am UTC (link)
	"And I fancy you... This doesn't have to be bloody complicated." He scooted closer and wrapped his arms around her. It was veryclear that he was hesitant, but he did it, resting his head against her shoulder. "Would not! I am not being a girl with tits. No thanks." He chuckled, thinking of that. That would have been hell. "You're not a problem. Never." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cadet_cassie
2008-03-10 04:30 pm UTC (link)

She surprised by that, although she wasn't entirely sure she believed him. But then she was still trying to get her head around the fact that he fancied her when she was herself.

"I'm sure it'll go away soon," she said resting her head against his, "and I reckon you'd make a really pretty girl," she added turning her head slightly and kissing him on the cheek. "I mean you're like totally pretty as a boy."

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	topherbrink 2008-03-10 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	He blinked at her. "You think I'm pretty? I'm supposed to be all manly and gruff. I'm not supposed to be pretty!" He sighed, hugging her a little tighter. Then, his voice got quieter too. "So you really think I'm pretty," he asked hesitantly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-10 05:37 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't really like mannly men you know," she pointed out. Not that she was that fussy of course, but given the choice it was always the more girly types she went for because they were just nicer to be around, not that they generally stuck for long but still. "Anyway there's nothing wrong with being pretty," she added hugging him back, "but yeah I do. Sorry." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-10 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	He smiled. So, maybe it was nice that she thought he was pretty. Just as long as she actually didn't call him pretty in public. Or online. Or told anyone. If it was just them, then it would be ok. He kissed her manly shoulder, telling himself mentally that it was still her. "Well you're stuck with me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-11 12:31 am UTC (link)
	Cassie smiled slightly when he kissed her, maybe he was taking this better than she expected. After a moment she moved closer still, nuffling up against him, before apparently becoming a little too excited about being close to him. "Fuck," she hissed, moving away again and crossing her legs. "This is totally not cool." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-11 12:56 am UTC (link)
	James pulled back, smirking. Oh he knew that look. She didn't even have to cross her legs, he knew. He reached over and patted her knee, well his knee, well confusing as it was. "Problem?" He watched, eyes narrowed. He could do this. Right? Maybe if he thought about it as if he was touching himself, then he woudn't be too weirded. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-11 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Frowning Cassie uncrossed her legs and looked down at the bulge. How the hell did men cope? The thing had a life of it's own. "Oh well yeah you could say that yeah, sorry. I mean it's more like your fault really," she said, attempting to make a joke of it, "but yeah. I really can't get used to this thing." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-11 01:17 am UTC (link)
	James snorted. "My fault. Welcome to my world, luv. This was how I was when I was a bloody teenager." He laugehd and moved his hand up her thigh. "Look, I'll get you through this, ok?" He smiloed. "Trust me, it's this or blue fucking balls, and you don't want that." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-11 01:25 am UTC (link)
	Cassie moaned as his hand moved upwards, her erection jumping slightly in responce to his touch, she should really just get up and leave now, but the fact was she really didn't want too. It was wierd, yeah but it was nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-11 05:57 pm UTC (link)
	He was struggling with this. Which was why his hand was moving so slow. Inching up her thigh, he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He just had to keep telling himself that it was Cassie, and just pretend it was like when he was alone. He sighed, inching the hand up closer, rubbing her hip. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cadet_cassie
2008-03-11 10:00 pm UTC (link)

She could tell he wasn't enjoying this much, though the fact he was doing it anyway was just turning her on more, which she hated herself for. The fact someone was doing something for her rather than themselves really did feel like something completely new to her.

"James," she murmured, she wanted to tell him he didn't have to do this, she just couldn't quite manage it.

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	topherbrink 2008-03-12 08:13 am UTC (link)
	James hand finally was high enough that it touched her. Right between her legs. He cupped her, eyes moving up to watch her face. That was the most important part, seeing her smile. It's still Cas. It's still Cas. "Yes Cas," he said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-03-14 12:35 am UTC (link)
	She bit her lip, her mouth parted slightly as he touched her, making a little breathless noise, but attempting to keep quiet. "I love you," she replied, barely audibly. She just wanted him to know that this did mean a lot to her, and that yes it was still her, she just looked different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topherbrink 2008-03-14 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	"Aw, I love ya too babe." He smiled and began to rub her a little harder, using the heel of his palm like he knew that he got off on. He looked up at her, watching her. The most beautiful thing was her/his face. That was really arousing. (Reply to this) (Parent)