Her eyes widened, jaw dropping a little. She was pretty sure that Lulu wouldn't have said that exactly, at least she hoped not. "I want kids with you. But I also still want more time with just you and me. I know, I know, I'm probably rushing things, but ... what if I don't have that much time with you? What if you go?" She sniffled a little, curling her legs to her chest. "I'm a big baby."