Following him to the out of the way table, she responded to the squeeze with one of her own. It struck her how romantic this was, how flattered she felt to be there with him. She had to admit she was pleased that he'd laid Benjamin Barker to rest. From what she'd heard of him, she doubted she'd like him much; he seemed altogether spineless and blind. Leaning across the table, she lightly pressed her lips to his, smiling. "I've always had you. You were the first person I loved, and the only one I've loved as much." Alexia had been mad obsession, and she'd been fond of L, but she couldn't think of anyone in her life like Sweeney. Even Toyama felt like girlish flirting, especially when she considered how weak he was. He'd deserved the death she'd given him.