- (gatlin_harris) wrote in utr_logs, @ 2010-03-05 21:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | gatlin harris, johanna barker |
Who: Johanna Barker and Gatlin Harris
What: Making a major life changing decision
Where/When: Johanna's place/Tonight
Warnings: Vampires
He'd have to lie, to say he wasn't nervous. He knew it was entirely possible he'd chicken out, and he'd already thought of something else he might say. But he was determined to go through with it, to ask Johanna to help him end his pain problems, once and for all.
He only vaguely remembered a world without vampires. He'd been miserable, alone. He didn't have many positive memories, in recent years. Until he'd found Malakai, or Kai found him. He didn't remember much, about the early days. He didn't remember how he discovered Kai was a vampire, or Johanna either. Felt like he'd always had that knowledge, the way he knew Cash was his brother. It just was, and there wasn't much cause for questioning it.
His clearest memory was of taking Kai's blood. It wasn't enough to turn him, Kai was very careful and deliberate, despite Gatlin's wishes. Gat could respect that, even if he didn't agree. Johanna, he hoped, wouldn't be so...old fashioned about it all. He'd never know unless he asked her and he felt they were at a point in their friendship that he could ask. He risked rejection, of course, but he hoped that Johanna would understand how desperate he must be to ask at all, and either relent, or at least not turn him out completely. Her friendship was one of the few good things he had in his life.
So, all that was left was to knock at her door and wait to be welcomed in.