"Sometimes we need to remember to let shit go, you know? Both've us. You and I both have the lovely habit of never getting past anything that gets under our skin. Maybe s'a thing we can work out together, yeah?" He took another bite of sandwich and shook his head with a sigh. "Think it's just... the horse was pulp months ago. I tried to put it behind me, you brought it back up. Tried to put it behind me, and SHE brought it back up. S'as if that's all that ever happened in our entire world. There's nothing else but it. And now I'm bringing it up again, which makes me the asshole. But it's just one in an ongoing set of problems which have haunted me my entire life, and I won't ever fucking get ahead if I keep it up. I'm useless to everybody as I am. I'm damn certain I've shaved years off my life from the anger and fretting I've done. I want to be better, not just for Soren, but for Henn. For... for the kids we might have some day, God willing. I want to be a good person, too, Miniver, you're not the only one. Maybe we can hack it together, hm?" He turned and focused on Miniver, squinting a little, since he wasn't wearing his contacts and he was fairly certain wherever his glasses were, they weren't within reach.