Bela smiled. "I had to wonder," she half explained. Still, Lulu's honest admission was somehow touching. "I wasn't an orphan, but my parents ... died. When I was a teenager." It was all she could do not to panic as she'd simply kept talking. The idea of telling Lulu what she'd done ... it'd be almost as difficult as telling Dean had been. Bloody hell, she wasn't even certain any of Dean's family knew.