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Cassidy Turner ([info]1stbornextreme) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2009-11-28 02:41:00

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Entry tags:cassidy turner, henriette stillman, soren skwigelf

Who: Cass & Soren (and whoever decides to interrupt)
What: Happy cozy snuggle time in front of a fireplace
Where: Swiss Alps cabin
When: Nowish
Warnings: Man, you never know with these guys.

It had been a little under a year since they'd been to Switzerland, and Cass was excited to see the cabin again. It was small, but not claustrophobic in nature - it had a high ceiling in the living room that went all the way up to the second floor, and the bedrooms all had their own fireplaces. At Cass' invitation to go boarding with him, nearly the entire family of Turner-Brennans came out of the woodwork. With his father, little-self and sister there, as well as Henn and Sor, he was having trouble making some time alone with Soren, but he found it.

He made sure "mini-me" was tucked in and sleeping as restfully as he ever did, with Sor sleeping quietly at his side, before shooing Lilo off to her room, and said goodnight to his dad, making sure all of his family was cozy in rooms, before he slid down onto the couch, sneaking under a blanket to watch the crackling, warm fire in the fireplace in the living room, a mug of hot apple cider in his hands. He replayed the day in his mind, taking the kids out to the slopes with him, while Henn, Soren and Teague built a snowman on the front lawn. It was a great day.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 10:01 am UTC (link)
It had been a great day. Soren was making cocoa in the kitchen, and when he heard shuffling in the living room, he walked out with his mug. He was very glad to see his husband. "Hey," he smiled, voice hushed due to so many sleeping people. "Are you all tuckered out?" He moved to sit next to him, bundling up under the blanket.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 10:05 am UTC (link)
Cass sneaked a bit closer to Soren and set his cup on the table in front of them. "Hardly," he responded quietly, "I'm still wide awake. Might be a bit exhausted, but it's the good, physical exhaustion." He hadn't been as active as he usually was, being in university and all. "And you?"

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 10:09 am UTC (link)
"I'm not tired," Soren murmured. He sipped his cocoa, but suddenly found it not as interesting as Cassidy. He put it on the table to sit by Cass', moving closer and wrapping his arms around the brunette's shoulders. "Happy, though. I really needed this. Life's been a little too dramatic lately, even for me. This might go against everything that Skwigelves have stood for since they first started existing, but I really don't think I'm cut out for non-stop death and dismemberment." He shook his head and tucked his knees up closer to his body. "Are you cold?"

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 10:15 am UTC (link)
Cass nodded faintly, "I agree. I hope there won't be more once Ares and Sable show up tomorrow. I'll be teaching them to board." He curled closer, wrapping his arms around Soren. "Always colder than I ought to be, s'what happens when I have zero body fat." He kissed Soren's jaw and smiled. "I'm wondering if going back to school was the right decision, right now. I love going there, I'm enjoying being back in class, but... I think I may have made the decision to distance myself from my family, not to go back for another, more reasonable reason. And to be honest, I could get a job in any career I'd want with the credentials I have already. I'd... rather be a snowboarding instructor than a scientist, outdoors rather than in a lab. I'd rather be social." He needed Soren's input.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 10:27 am UTC (link)
"Don't worry, I won't start anything." Soren nuzzled Cass' neck. "Though honestly? Think Ares will smite me too much if I laugh at him if he falls down? Maybe I just shouldn't be around." He listened to Cass, pulling him as close as possible to warm him up.

He thought about what he wanted to say. "I think that you can do whatever you want. You're right, you already have a degree. And we're really uniquely lucky - we'll never want for anything. Do what makes you happy, baby. If you teach people how to board for a few years and find yourself really wanting to go back to school, you can. If you want to stop and be a coal miner, you could. I'd be sad, but you could. I want you to be happy."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 10:40 am UTC (link)
Running his hand through his hair, Cass sighed faintly. "I would feel more at ease if I got my doctorate, but perhaps I could ask the president of the school, and my professors, and ask if I can come back in a few years. This, of course, has absolutely nothing to do with my decision that perhaps it's time we start thinking more about being a family than a handful of spouses." He raised a brow and grinned faintly. "Assuming, of course, you and I can find a proper surrogate."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 10:43 am UTC (link)
Soren's heart moved into his throat, decided it was a nice place to visit, and unpacked its bags. He swallowed hard, but it was undeterred. "We will," he croaked, trying hard not to tear up. "I'm sure they'll let you come back. You're a genius. And I can always write from home. I'm mostly getting my degree because I can. As long as I have my own place, you know?"

He looked at his husband, smiling and sniffling. "You're sure?"

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 10:50 am UTC (link)
Looking into Soren's eyes, excited over the idea, himself, he had to keep himself calm. "Again, we'll have to talk to Henn. She... You know... Hm." He paused in thought and looked down at their hands, held together loosely but his hands were bare, and that alone was closer than he'd let himself be with someone years previous. "Suppose, for a second, we ask Sadako to make several fertilized eggs - eggs which would then be planted into a surrogate, so Sadako wouldn't have to die. Not just containing our DNA, yours and mine, but Henn's as well? It would be entirely cheating, and horribly unnatural and scientifically impossible if it weren't for Sadako, but the child would be ours." He smiled then. "Henn and I have wanted it, too, eventually. But the three of us, we'd be the parents, genetically and in actuality."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 10:55 am UTC (link)
His thumb was rubbing lightly at Cass' knuckle. It still thrilled Soren that he could. "That's a better idea than what I was thinking, which was one of each - one of you and me, and one of you and her. This way, nobody's a favorite, nobody feels left out, nobody feels hurt." He briefly thought of Sable for a moment, how he was cheating her out of her dream, but he squashed the thought as quickly as he could. "I think Sadako would be okay with that. I hope she would." He blinked. "Who'd surrogate for us? Someone we know? Or someone random?"

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 11:06 am UTC (link)
The way Soren rubbed his knuckles, Cass knew it was only an endearing gesture, but his overly sensitive skin being touched made shivers go up his spine. He smiled and pushed that feeling down, waiting for later. "See, that's where I'm stuck. Do we know anybody who would? Or could? I mean, perhaps Henn could do it, but I know she's miscarried, so it's not an ovarian, but a uterine thing. So she should be considered as a maybe. I... don't know many human women, to be honest." In fact, his female friends were able to be counted on one hand. "Torii wouldn't, mom's out of the question - she's got Brend on the way, anyway. Lilo's a no, Gaz is a hell no, Mel wouldn't, I wouldn't ask her anyway because it'd give Ares the wrong impression. Sable... no. Just no. Hell."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 11:12 am UTC (link)
"I'm sure we can figure it out. Maybe Sadako knows someone. I have some female friends, but nobody I know well enough to ask for that, you know?" He shook his head ardently at all of Cass' suggestions. "I'd ask Mom, but I don't know, since she's got Sin now. Also, awkward." He shrugged. "It's not like we don't have time to figure it out."

Kissing Cass' neck, Soren moved closer. "How do you think Cassie and Sor will react?"

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 11:18 am UTC (link)
Cooing softly with the kiss, Cass put his legs over Soren's, smirking faintly. "That's hard to say. Maybe we can wait for a while, just so they can be babysitting age for ours. You know they would. Be better if they're older, that way they're not besties with their genetic son or daughter, y'know." Smiling faintly, he closed his eyes and stretched out, draping across the entire couch, mostly so he could reach into the end table's drawer, curving his hand around and up, pulling out his secret stash bag and pipe. "Feel like getting a new perspective?" He asked, pulling his shirt down, since it'd crept up and his ribs were showing.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 11:31 am UTC (link)
"Aww, but waiting sucks." Soren pouted just a tiny bit, but then resumed kissing Cass' neck. "I'm sure they won't dat them or something. They'll just be friends. That's sort of sweet, really. And they know they're us but not, you know? They're smart."

Chuckling at the pipe, Soren let his fingers run over Cass' ribs. "We can do that. Just not coming up with any names while stoned."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 11:35 am UTC (link)
"Nah, nothing like that." Cass said, packing the bowl and shivering a breath when Soren ran his fingers up his ribs. "Tease." He offered the bowl to Soren and smiled, laying back. "I'm so much happier now than I've ever been. I'm comfortable. I'm almost serene."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 11:39 am UTC (link)
"Good, because we'd end up with little Twinkie Browniehead Turner or something." He grinned and lit it for Cass, almost sad about having to move his fingers off of Cass' skin. "For one, I'm not a tease. And I'm really glad. A lot of what was wrong last year was my fault. I'm glad it's better." Soren took a long hit, handing the pipe over to Cass.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 11:44 am UTC (link)
Cass took the pipe and used the ember that was still burning to get deeper into the bowl with a long, deep hit. He thought to Soren, "It wasn't your fault, I should have spoken up when I first had that bad feeling that you two were dating." His eyes were closed when he exhaled, and he handed the pipe back. "When you came home and I was baking those brownies. When you asked me what was wrong and I gave you a roundabout excuse instead of my actual feelings. Maybe we always gave each other awful, halfassed reasons for why the people we were dating, because we knew better in a baser way."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 11:50 am UTC (link)
"You did tell me. You said it was because of she's your cousin." He tucked his hair behind his ears and looked down, sighing. "It really does me some good about Cassie and Sor." He smiled a little and pulled a knee to his chest, resting his chin upon it. "You know, it all turned out okay, though. I'm not proud of what I did, but nobody's dead. We're still friends for the most part." He smiled dreamily. "It's selfish, but I've got you. It's all I ever wanted since I was about ... thirteen? Ten? I don't even know when."

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 11:59 am UTC (link)
Slipping his hand up Soren's side, teasing his fingertips across the soft skin between Soren's ribs and hips, Cass smiled sheepishly, a slight blush coming to his face, "Yeah, because we're cousins. Soren, I'd known you'd jacked off to the thought of my dad since we were teens, and had no real issue with that, what makes you think I'd be so irritated over you dating my cousin because she's my cousin? There were so many underlying emotions that I couldn't come to grips with. That was the reason I was so pissed off, because I couldn't rationalize why I was so upset, and I was upset because I couldn't see you with anyone without feeling jealous." He shrugged. "At least now I can say that without feeling so... off about it." He opened his eyes and looked over at Soren with an arch of his brow. "And you know, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't have ever come to terms with it, either. My jealousy over her was the thing that shook off the veil of denial."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 12:09 pm UTC (link)
His cheeks went pink, and he looked down a little sheepishly. "I guess you have a point. Are you still jealous? It's weird - I'm still jealous of you around other guys. Other girls, too. Not Henn, but I don't know. If I saw someone touching you? Growly." He licked his lip sand moved a little closer. "But things all worked out. That's good." He leaned over to snog Cass firmly. Took us long enough.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 12:15 pm UTC (link)
Slipping up just enough to get a proper angle on the kiss, he murmured in the back of his throat, running his hands up Soren's sides. When you get jealous, it turns me on. I have no idea why. Cass arched his back faintly, entirely unconsciously, though he did realize it the moment he did, and kissed more passionately. Just thinking about it does.

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 12:24 pm UTC (link)
Soren wrapped an arm around Cass' shoulders to pull him close, another moving to rest on his hip. He ran a finger lightly under the hem of Cass' pants. It turns me on when you're jealous too. Maybe it's because we finally can be. I was jealous for years and years and years and never had an outlet. But now you're mine and I can beat the crap out of anyone who doesn't respect that.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-28 12:35 pm UTC (link)
Cass shivered a murmured sound against a kiss to Soren's neck, arching up into his touch. I'll never forget the way you brought that guy to his knees at the club for dancing too close. He smirked as he slid his own hand down Soren's chest and into his pajama pants, lightly scratching his thigh. "The way you made me distinctly aware of how yours I am..." He whispered against Soren's neck, his breath having gotten short. Feeling heady with the high, and delightfully turned on, Cass purred and nipped his lower lip. "Shouldn't do this, anyone could wake up at any moment. Don't want to scar young minds, or dad."

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[info]not_that_henri
2009-11-28 07:17 pm UTC (link)
Henn had been napping, the same as she always did, she was edging up on the 'don't touch it, don't look at it' phase of her cycle, but for the moment touching was still well and good, though in the puzzling way of cats who arbitrarily decide when enough becomes too much.

They hadn't woken her up, though she might claim later that they had, she smiled crookedly at Cass' statement, having draped herself over the back of the couch, "Oh no, please go on, don't mind me."

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[info]twiceloved
2009-11-28 08:03 pm UTC (link)
If Soren hadn't been high, he might have flailed and started at Henn's sudden appearance. As it stood, he was too mellow to be startled, and he just grinned up at her. "Hey. You c'mere." He smiled and resumed nibbling Cass' ear. "Don't think your dad's going to come out. And yeah, okay, point about Cassie and Sor." He didn't hear the shuffling in the corner.

"And Lilo," came a voice, quietly chipper. "Don't stop the buttsex on my account, I'm just getting some water then going back to my room." She saluted them without really looking in their direction, going to the kitchen.

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[info]1stbornextreme
2009-11-29 01:14 am UTC (link)
Cass, however, was easily jumpy over anything remotely not-Soren at the moment. He eeped and looked over the couch, at Henn, and immediately went, "Hnn. Hey there, brighteyes." And then, at Lilo's voice, he said "Go to bed, Lee, before I put a snake in your bed!"

He kind of knew that'd happen.

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