Papi. Quite possibly the one word that would cause Ray to freeze, because it made him think not just of Greg, but the twins, as well. He inched back, his expression something close to shell shocked.
He shook his head. "I can't..." He ran a hand over his face. "I can't do this. I'm sorry. It's..." Blue eyes looked to Angel's face. "It's not you. it's...Greg. I shouldn't..." Another shake of his head.