"It's not that I feel bad about, Teja. You're my friend. That means I don't want you hurting or upset or inconvenienced. And I missed the hell out of you when you were gone. If anything, I think we all feel bad because we feel like we let you down or something. We love you, Tej. Sorry." He smiled and shrugged a little, sipping his drink. "And I know you like it, Grandpa Toki - " Soren was feeling very affectionate, which was the only reason the grandpa slipped out - "I made it when you were going through this too." He looked sheepish and then shook his head at Miniver. "You eating?"