She didn't really know how to answer his question. It was like she couldn't answer him, or something. Or just that the answer wouldn't come out of her mouth. And then realized, she just didn't know the answer. "I.. don't know.. I don't.. I.." she shook her head and sighed, putting her head back on the pillow. There was alot of emotions running through her brain, and they were all very much conflicting. She was tired, and honestly? Most of it just boiled down to having not wanted to deal with this then. Or maybe not ever.
Claire rubbed at her eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm sorry.. i didn't mean to.. do this.. stop.. what we were doing. can we just.. not do this until we're done? After we're done, then I can freak out or whatever the fuck is going to happen but I do not want to think about it. Not now." not ever, but she didn't say that.