"You don't hold me back." She wiped at her eyes and shook her head. "Just - I found you too soon. We're so young and we're going to change and I'll fuck things up like I always do and you'll get married to some teeny Asian girl and I'll get more and more bitter and my shotgun collection will exponentially grow. That's how it works. And that's fine. I just wish I'd met you when I was old enough and less fucked up so I could appreciate you more. I mean, it's not like I still don't want you, Sunny. You just deserve better. You always have."
She wiped her eyes and sipped her latte to cover up the fact she was upset, wishing she'd left her hair down so she could hide behind it. Sindre was one of the few people she could ever be totally honest with - him and Annie were probably the only ones really - but she still hated it.