His eyes filled with tears again, but the smile on his face was a step in the life direction. "I want that too. I love all of you too, and I want us to have kids and I want them to play with me and Cass' kids and I want us all to grow old together. Maybe that's stupid but I don't care, it's what I want." His forehead rest against hers, and he swallowed a little. "Tell me I'm not hallucinating, and you're going to be here with me more."