"Forgive me for expecting to find you alone, when I felt the rush of energy a floor below." Zeke drew his arms up, but offered little resistance against Crowley's hold. "If you want to be with her, now, so be it. I won't stand in your way, but neither will I sit around and wait for you to call on me, second best. Just don't lie to yourself that she has any idea what you've been through. How long was it? I was there three years, myself, and most of it spent waiting around. They wouldn't let me fight with you. Wouldn't even let me see you." Zeke gave a shove, with his shoulder, to let his arms down from the prone position.