Reaching down, she cupped his face with her hands, "It's just by the end my mother couldn't do anything for herself. She didn't know who I was, she was.. like a kid. Then she couldn't talk at all or move.. she was on antipsychotics. I'm not going to be miserable.. I mean if I have it, I will barely know what's going on. It's you who'd have to be stuck with me and who knows.. I mean.. I'd never be miserable with you.. unless y'know.. you were a complete jackass.. y'know normal stuff," she tried to tease. "I'll get tested and then.. depending on all of that.. I'll go off the pill.. we'll see what happens.." she leaned in and kissed him.