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Tweak says, "oh thats cute"

- (gatlin_harris) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2009-04-19 22:52:00

Entry tags:

gatlin harris, malakai chmelyk

Who: Gatlin and Malakai
What: Feeding
Where/When: Gat's apartment/Tonight
Warnings: Vampirism, Feeding, Blood Play, etc.

Gatlin unlocked the door to his apartment, so he wouldn't have to get up to let Kai in. Settling on his sofa, he slouched a bit, drink in hand. He'd doubled up on his pills, chased them down with whiskey, and his hand still throbbed. He didn't know what else to do, but offer himself to the vampire, in exchange for the healing blood.

Kai hadn't given him much more than a taste every other time, just enough to take the edge off his pain. Gatlin had accepted that, hoping if he played it cool and casual, eventually Kai would get tired of the dance and take it to the next level. He hadn't meant to be the one to push it forward, but he couldn't help himself. Nothing else was working, and hhe knew the vampire's blood could make a world of difference.

He tugged his collar loose, and slouched a little more. He wanted to present himself to Kai, the moment he walked in the door.

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volos
2009-04-19 10:10 pm UTC (link)

It had been half a year, since the incident with Rurik. Since the loss of his usual food supply had forced Kai back to the hunt, the occasional song-and-dance of the semi-willing bleeder. Over that time, he'd grown a bit more feral, a bit less careful in his interactions. Not as wild as he could be, by any stretch of the imagination, but more than he would have liked.

The only one who seemed to calm him, keep him human, was the blond. Gatlin. Whether it was because they had been acquainted before... everything, with Rurik, or because of the drugs in the boy's system, something about him held Kai's composure, and that made him special. Worthy of slight missteps, like the summoning he'd attempted, tonight.

Reaching Gatlin's door less than an hour after their last comments, he actually knocked, announcing his arrival before letting himself in. he shock, while slightly amusing, would have just made the boy tense, made him wait longer to feed. And it had already been too long. Kai swept into the room, kneeling gently next to Gat, giving him just a moment to register the quick motions before he bit down, to start the feed. He knew the boy was in pain, and wanted to get to his offering as soon as he could; a compassion rarely offered to someone outside Kai's family. Perhaps Gatlin was working his way in. Kai didn't think too much on it, afraid of what the answer might mean, for the boy.

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gatlin_harris
2009-04-19 10:17 pm UTC (link)

Gatlin didn't speak, when Kai came in. He shifted slightly, as the vampire moved in and settled next to Gat. He closed his eyes, and breathed in deeply, preparing himself for the swiftness of Kai's bite. He gasped, and his back arched into the stab of pain from the fangs slicing into his skin. Exhaling slowly, he raised his good hand around to brace against Kai's shoulder.

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volos
2009-04-19 10:21 pm UTC (link)

Kai moved his arm around Gatlin's waist as he shifted, supporting his weight. He worked to keep his feed as slow as he could, both out of courtesy to the boy and to keep from getting high from the drugs too quickly. As his immediate hunger subsided, his posture relaxed, the drinking becoming gentler still. A kindness not offered many of his sources. But the boy was in pain. No need to add to that.

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gatlin_harris
2009-04-19 10:24 pm UTC (link)

Gat would have appreciated the kindness, if he'd known. He didn't know Kai was taking extra care with him, though. he only knew the blood was flowing, and Kai was a man (well, vampire) of his work, and relief for Gat would follow.

He was able to focus his mind on the hum of the blood, and the heat pooling in his groin. The feed always made him hard and aroused. He shidted, pressing his erection against Kai, hoping to create some friction.

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volos
2009-04-19 10:28 pm UTC (link)

Had Kai been able to frown at the feel of the boy's erection, he would have, but instead he relented. One hand moved between them, rubbing the Gatlin's cock through his jeans. He wasn't trying to make the boy associate the feed and sex, but he seemed to do that on his own.

He continued to stroke Gat even as he withdrew his fangs, lips pressing to the wounds to help them heal.

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	gatlin_harris 2009-04-19 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	Gat squirmed against Kai, his hand flittering restlessly agianst his neck. He had his other arm turned out, his hand laid out to the side, out of the way. The feeding and the arousal did little to ease the throb of pain, but managed to distract his mind from it for the moment. He gasped, mouth opening as his eyes fluttered and orgasm ripped through him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

volos
2009-04-19 10:45 pm UTC (link)

Malakai stroked the boy through his orgasm, waiting for him to relax back with the surge of endorphins, before pulling away. He stood and moved to the little kitchen area, rinsing his hand off before searching for a glass. Returning with a tumbler, he pulled a flask out of his pocket, pouring a shot of vodka. To that, he added his own blood, drawn from his wrist with a deft flick of a fang against the skin.

"How did you do it, this time?" He wasn't... judging, per se, but it seemed the boy was seeking him out more and more, lately. He wasn't sure if something was getting worse, or if Gatlin was simply becoming addicted to his blood. Not that he would have an answer for either scenario easily, but he had to say something.

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gatlin_harris
2009-04-19 10:59 pm UTC (link)

It took him a moment to pull his thoughts together enough to consider speaking. He opened his mouth, then closed it, eyes shifting, as he considered what to say, or how to say it. "I fell. Water on the floor." He shrugged. His arm was bruised, where he'd gone down on it. The angle was awkward, but then he had no strength in that hand. It could have been an awkward fall as easily as a self inflicted bruising for the effect of it.

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	volos 2009-04-19 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	He seemed dubious, but just made a noncommittal noise, offering over the glass. "Go on, then. That looks atrocious," Worse, than simply falling on it- either he was holding something back, or exaggerating his lie. Either way, what point was there in fighting? They were both getting what they wanted. He didn't need to try and be someone's moral compass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

gatlin_harris
2009-04-19 11:24 pm UTC (link)

Gat nodded, as he reached for the glass with his left hand. He shifted, hauling himself to sitting up a bit more, less chance of choking on the blood. It tends to get thick, the longer it stands. The alcohol helps, but still. Better to toss it back in one quick gulp, which he does, pulling off the glass with a pop and a sigh.

He lays back, glass in hand, and closes his eyes, to let himself feel the heat spread through him. He feels it reach his hand, the throb turning to a tingle, then dull, until he couldn't feel it at all, anymore. He opened his eyes and offered a small smile to Kai.

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	volos 2009-04-19 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	"You need to be more careful, Gatlin." It was a gentle chastisement, a sign of actual worry from Malakai. He didn't like the idea of the boy being in danger. For selfish reasons, of course. He rubbed a hand over his forehead. "You cannot live off of my blood forever. It will kill you, one way or another." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gatlin_harris 2009-04-20 12:11 am UTC (link)
	Gat nodded. "I know." He pulled his hand into his lap, thumb caressing the back of his bad hand. "But it works. I can feel it working, now." He closed his eyes, so he wouldn't look like some hapless puppy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	volos 2009-04-20 12:14 am UTC (link)
	Malakai let his frown deepen, looking down at his flask before taking a long drink, for himself. "There must be something else. Something less harmful," (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gatlin_harris 2009-04-20 12:15 am UTC (link)
	"If there is, I don't know what it is," Gat replied, opening one eye to look at Kai. "Well, I mean. Just the one thing." He reached up to finger his neck. The wounds were healed, but he wore the scars. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	volos 2009-04-20 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	"I said less harmful. As in, not lethal," He wasn't as upset as he could be, at the suggestion. Kai had known the bow had been considering it, it was hard not to see. But that didn't mean he'd ever consider actually turning him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

gatlin_harris
2009-04-20 08:38 pm UTC (link)

Gat nodded. "I know. I just. It's the only thing." He lifted his left shoulder in a half shrug. "I know it's not going to happen." He was torn, internally, about it anyway. He wanted it, because he knew it would make his hand stop hurting, forever. On the other hand, becoming a vampire was a scary thing. He had seen Kai's friend, Rurik, recently turned. he was a lot scarier than Kai, just because he was so...young, new to the whole thing. Gat wasn't sure he wanted that to be him.

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volos
2009-04-20 08:52 pm UTC (link)

Malakai sighed, hating the resigned look on Gatlin's face. "There are..." His lips pursed. "All sorts of being, here. Witches, gods- someone must have some easier answer." It wasn't that he didn't want to help Gatlin, or that he really saw a problem with the exchange as it was. But he knew they wouldn't last long, if they continued to share blood so frequently. It was letting the boy too close, he could feel his judgment clouding. He didn't know what would happen, if he became too invested in it all.

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	gatlin_harris 2009-04-20 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	"Yeah, maybe." Gatlin shrugged. Truth was, looking in to alternative methods was time consuming, and would require him to put himself out there, talk to people. Kai was familiar, now, he knew him, trusted him in so far as he could. He didn't see the point in venturing out of his comfortable box. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

volos
2009-04-20 10:28 pm UTC (link)

He could hear the reluctance in Gatlin's voice, despite the ambivalent words. He was starting to get exasperated, but didn't have it in himself to berate the boy further, for just wanting to feel better.

"If you like, I will talk to Rurik, next I see him. See if he can find you some better way," Kai knew Gatlin was dubious of Rurik- he'd made a mistake, exposing his new donor to his fledge so soon after his turning. But he still trusted his lover implicitly, and figured Gatlin would at least trust his judgment.

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	gatlin_harris 2009-04-21 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	Gatlin nodded. "If you think he can help." Gat had his suspicions that Rurik had taken a bottle of his pills, but he didn't say. wouldn't say. He didn't want to make the accusation and upset Kai. He needed Kai, needed him on his side, at the least. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	volos 2009-04-21 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	"I will see what he can find. He is very good, for a witch. He should know something." He nodded, thinking they could both probably use the reassurance of what his lover could do (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gatlin_harris 2009-04-21 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	"Okay." Gat nodded. What else could he do? He wasn't going to refuse whatever help Kai could give him, even if it wasn't what he wanted. Especially when he wasn't sure he really wanted what he thought he wanted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	volos 2009-04-21 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	Malakai looked around the room, unsure of what else he might do for the boy, just then. "Is there... something else I could do?" He wasn't good in situations like this. Trying to care for another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gatlin_harris 2009-04-24 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	Gat looked up to Kai's face and shook his head. "No. I'm...fine. I mean, you know. I'm all right. You can. Go. or whatever." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	volos 2009-04-24 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	"I." He was being foolish, was what that was. With a sigh, he pushed back to his feet, looking down at Gatlin with a thoughtful sort of expression, before heading back to the door. "If you think of something, you can reach me. And I will let you know what Rurik says." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gatlin_harris 2009-04-25 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	"All right." Gat forced a little smile. "See you around and all that." He knew he was getting too attached, too dependent. But it worked for him and he wasn't going to apologise for it. (Reply to this) (Parent)