She still looked away a little, but she wasn't facing completely away from him this time. Her face reflected everything and more that was in her voice, a jumble of emotions that all warred for dominance, though blame and guilt were at the top of the list.
"You don't know that, you don't know that they might not both be alive if I hadn't gone looking for them. I m... I messed up," she said, her voice gaining some conviction as she explained this to him, though still upset. "That's why I can't work there anymore. I should've... I should've left earlier. I should've turned back earlier for backup. But I didn't. I was too... sure of myself or... I wasn't listening to the Force... If I hadn't gone looking for them, they might've both made it through."