"Oh, you know I could barley get on without you," he said lightly, "I can't cook or clean or keep a steady job." It was said jokingly, and really it was. Sure he had missed the home cooked meals and a clean house, but that wasn't what made it difficult. Not having someone home waiting for him, not having his best friend to tell anything and everything to, not having... well, Kai. It was hard.