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msauce ([info]merope) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2009-03-19 05:53:00

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Entry tags:jonathan crane, merope gaunt

Who: Merope and Jonathan
When: Sometime in the mid-afternoon.
Why: He set a trap
Where: His basement lol. Hotness.




Merope rested for a good part of day, she ate a little of the cheese ravioli that was left for her, using magic around the house now that he could be there to watch her. She finally began cleaning and during her cleaning, she saw the door to the basement and became curious. It was tempting because he wasn't home, she could go down there alone and be up before he came home. The youth went forward as if she were in a trance and she easily turned the knob and pulled it open.

Her mismatched eyes fixated behind her for a moment before closing the door, lighting up her wand and walking down the stairs. It took her a few minutes before she decided to actually go through with it, her subconscious was warning her but she didn't listen; something she often did. Once she was downstairs, her wand helped her find the light and she put it away once it was switched on.

The room came illuminated and she squinted at the bright lights, wandering around the room for a little while and checking everything out. A small excitement of rush came from her at the idea of being perpetually caught, but the feeling died when she realized that he probably wouldn't catch her.

That's when she turned on her socked feet and her eyes set on the strange mask, her eyes raised and she curiously moved towards it.

Merope, leave it alone.

She didn't think about it and pulled the mask off, feeling the burlap around her hands and while she felt the fabric a pop noise was heard. Suddenly, a white chalky-like substance went out and she inhaled a ridiculous amount of it before she began to cough. The fear gas worked instantly and she felt the fear she felt before, she fell on the floor and the mask remained near her, her father's voice came from it, the smell of smoke of burning food escape its mouth. Her heart was pounding, her stress level had raised considerable and she screamed but called for no one, she'd done this multiple times.



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[info]mymask
2009-03-19 05:57 am UTC (link)
Dr. Crane had been working all day, leaving the house around eight o'clock in the morning. He'd been busy doing work at the Asylum with patients, normal psychiatric stuff. The insane doctor didn't have the necessary pull around her that he needed in order to experiment on the patients yet, so until such time he had to keep his business legitimate and focus on spreading his fear through private sessions with regular citizens as opposed to inmates. But soon, he'd have everything he needed in order to build up the power he'd gained in Gotham. This world had quite a lot to offer him, and he had so much fear to spread.

Though at work, Johnathan had been distracted quite a bit by the thoughts of Merope in his mind. Was he feeling bad for the girl? He'd never felt bad for people he experimented on. Yet the way she treated him, the way she let him kiss her...he still couldn't figure out why he even did that. Thinking things over, he did recall his likeness to her Tom, and thus concluded it was merely that. After all, no one had ever genuinely cared about him, it was absurd to think even a girl like Merope would do such a thing for him.

Around five 'o clock in the afternoon, he left with his keys and such and was driving home from a day of boring paperwork and examining the criminally insane, filing progress reports and such. He really didn't enjoy this work at all. Dull and unfulfilling. What he really needed was to scare someone - No! Scare someone to death. That would excite him. But Johnathan knew such actions would only draw too much attention to him, so he silently remainded restrained. It was only a matter of time though before The Scarecrow would begin seizing this town just as he'd done so to Gotham.

Arriving home, he'd step out of the car and head to the door, unlocking it and opening it and stepping in, shutting it back and setting his keys down on a table near the door. Hearing a scream and with his coat in his hand, eyes would widen and Dr. Crane would drop his coat and rush to the hallway, hearing the yelling coming from the basement. He felt worried, yet all along this is what he planned for Merope to do. Why was he worried for her? Breathing deeply, Johnathan calmed himself and slowly went down into the basement, seeing her lying on the floor crying and yelling while his mask was in view. Slowly moving down the stairs he'd approach her and speak.

"Merope, what happened? Are you okay?!" He said in a worried tone, kneeling down beside her and placing his hands upon her shoulders.

Still, the twisted doctor left the mask there and didn't move it, despite knowing what was happening. He even knew she would see him and most likely see her father, and try and crawl away from him like a scared animal. Yet inside, Johnathan felt he shouldn't be doing this. His mind was battling with this, trying to remove and push away such feelings within him, remaining focused on things. For now though, he could comfort her for the general experiment had all ready begun.

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[info]merope
2009-03-19 06:17 am UTC (link)
Merope had spent what seemed to be minutes, then hours of this feeling of extreme terror. Her heart was pounding fiercely inside of her chest, threatening to give out at some point. This was the second time that she felt like this, her back roughly throb against the wall as if she didn't care that she'd been bruising back there or how bad it was for her. At this point, her terror had been sunken so deep into her brain that she reacted out of her basic instinct.

The sound of John coming home made matters much worse, the sound of thudding, heavy stepping coming for her. Merope covered her ears, tears running down her face as she tried to stay quiet in hopes that he wouldn't come, but her shrieking had alerted the steps and they came rushing for her. Jonathan caused one of her triggers, a body forwardly moving at a fast pace, gripping her and trying to get her to speak. His voice was her father's she couldn't hear the worry, only angered shouting that pierced her ears. The mask on the floor was the cause of her intense fear, she'd never felt anything so intense that she couldn't keep herself from shrieking before.

Merope continued her hard slamming of her back against the wall, hoping the hard rocking would knock sense back into her. Due to the believe that she was sure it was her father, she didn't push away from him, she stayed in her submissive position, trying to appear smaller. There was no words, nothing came from her mouth, only her widened mismatched eyes on his face, weak heart feverishly pounding as if she was a racing thoroughbred on the final stretch.

At this point, her hard slamming had made her dizzy as her head had been hitting the wall while she jerked and squirmed in Jonathan's hands. Merope showed extreme, intense fear with vivid realizations and sensations. It was like he knew that she had burned the food, the smell was so evident in the air,"I didn't do it, I didn't do it, Pa." She continued her hard slamming.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-19 07:55 am UTC (link)
As Johnathan had seen Merope when he came down the stairs, she was in such utter terror. It delighted him, but at the same time he felt a little bad about doing it. Still trying to battle with that feeling inside, he shook his head a bit while he held onto her, seeing her slamming her back and her head against the wall. He had waited, wanting to watch but he couldn't continue seeing that and thus, would reach behind her with his hand and grasp hold the back of her head, gently saying her name. "Merope, Merope this is Johnathan again. You need to calm down."

Johnathan's gaze caught sight of the mask, glancing at it and seeing she had indeed triggered this through it. He'd left the right dosage in the container connected to the mask for her to be able to be stricken with fear but not die. Looking back to her eyes, Johnathan tried again to reason with her. "Merope, listen to me this is Johnathan Crane, I'm not your father." He tried to speak again to her, reaching over to cover her eyes as his hand would stroke the back of her neck every so gently. "Its okay, Merope. Just relax and try to focus on my voice." He spoke in soft, dull tone trying to reach her through the madness.

His hand kept stroking that spot on the back of her neck, wanting to feel safer and less attacked. Though he was mostly doing this so she would trust him and not believe he inflicted the fear upon her. At least, he told himself that much. Something inside him was making him do this for more than that, which he lied to himself about.

Dr. Crane noticed the dizziness now, she may have given herself a concussion. The hand over her eyes' thumb would stroke a part of her cheek gently as he spoke again. "Merope, focus on me and push the thoughts of your father from your mind. Focus on Johnathan Crane, your therapist. This is Johnathan, don't be afraid.

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[info]merope
2009-03-19 08:19 am UTC (link)
Merope's throat became dry, her thoughts were too consumed by the intense, vivid fears she was experiencing. She couldn't focus on his words, she yelped as his hands saved her from slamming the back of her head against the wall for who knew for how many times she'd done it down, clearly more than she needed to. Merope shook her head, she only saw her father and felt it was a horrible taunt.

Marvolo's voice came through his lips, taunting her, teasing her that she was with someone safe. Merope was simple and knew better, her body withdrew from him as much as she could. Her eyes were wide, chest moving rapidly with her short, tense and slightly forced breathing. Even as he covered her eyes, she yelped and pushed his hand off of her. At this point, her whole world was spinning anyway and she finally cowered on the floor, her arm moving to cover her head.

"I didn't do it." She whined, her body tensing like a dying animal and loosening whenever she could find it in her. "I didn't do it." She repeated herself a few more times after that,"Pa', I didn't do it." Merope felt ill, her entire form shaking as if she'd been freezing, but she was feeling this intensity.

Merope thought there was no one there to help her, her arms covering her head tightly. All the the black hair covered her visage up, making it difficult for him to see her face while she could still see his face. Unlike many, fear was something she experienced daily through her life, but not to this extent. Jonathan's conventional method had seemingly been rejected.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-19 08:57 am UTC (link)
Johnathan saw his usual tactics weren't working. Of course, they usually were never used on many so its not like he had much to base this off of. Grasping her tighter, he'd stare her in the eyes and try and reach her again, not wanting to push his hand against her anymore for it could frightern her further, which could kill her if taken too far. "Merope, listen this isn't Marvolo. I know you didn't do it. You didn't do anything, I hear you. Everyone agrees, you didn't do it. You didn't do anything."

He kept holding onto her body, not letting her withdraw and still rubbing the back of her neck gently, trying to comfort her with the touch to calm her down. Gently he would speak to her, trying to get her to see it wasn't Marvolo. He was seeing just how complicated his fear gas can be. The tall, lanky psychiatrist had gotten down infront of her on both knees, holding her with both hands and trying to reach her, not wanting her to die from this.

Then, in a bit of desperation he thought of what he could. Before she could push him away, the doctor would pull her closer and embrace her in a hug, rubbing her back a bit and whispering into her ear. "Its okay, Merope. Its okay. You didn't do anything, its okay." He thought this may reach her, considering her enjoyment of touch he thought it would work. Of course, there was no gurantee.

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[info]merope
2009-03-19 09:24 am UTC (link)
Merope's heart was pounding, hurting and she clutched her chest before she was forced to turn around. Jonathan's hands held her against the ground, his eyes was on her but she couldn't look at him. Luckily, he kept her from further hurting herself by trying to rock rather hard, finding the hard pain to be more gratifying. Just as all might have been lost, her squirming had stopped to listen to the voice agreeing with her.

She didn't do anything, everyone agrees, she was good.

Merope was serious risk for heart failure, but she seemed to be fine the more he agreed with her. Marvolo never agreed with her, even if she was right and if he was agreeing with her then that was not Marvolo. Merope was moving back and forth when he pulled her so she was back against him, her rocking was much slowly and less violent than it had been. All of his touches, soft and sweet with his gentle whisper in her ears was enough to settle her to a much slower rocking than before.

She no longer fought him, her form was exhausted, head spinning and every muscle was sore from over working. Finally, her breathing ceased its rapid pace, allowing her to get more oxygen than she had been getting. Once she started breathing a little better her adrenaline had stopped and she was slightly leaned forward. Each touch, each small comfort slowly helped her realize where she'd been and who with.

"Jonathan...I'm sorry, I was bad..." Merope couldn't blame him for what she'd done. Jonathan told her that being downstairs was not good and she wasn't allowed, the dangerous strange items down there was probably why.

A few more moments and she was particularly limp, his arms the only thing keeping her from falling right against the floor. Merope was breathing, breathing more deeply,"I'm bad." She said in her hushed voice. Someone so fragile had almost been too far into madness to be brought back to normal.

Who knew what kind of sick fuck Jonathan was to get his delights in his own personal experiment.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-20 02:22 am UTC (link)
Seeing her come to some form of reason made him feel a bit more relieved, continuing to hold her and gently stroking her back with his hands as he did so. Johnathan's eyes closed as he held onto the small, pale girl, feeling her breathing come down to a normal pace and she realized she was not with her father.

"Its okay, Merope. I forgive you for coming down here." He said, knowing full well he set it up so she'd come here. But he still felt that feeling deep in his heart, which aggravated him to no end.

One hand gently held onto the back of her head, running through her hair slightly while the other rubbed her back gently, caressing her and comforting her from the fear that had taken ahold of her mind.

Johnathan whispered in her ear again "Shhh...its okay, you're not bad. Its okay." He said with his calm, dull voice.

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[info]merope
2009-03-20 02:40 am UTC (link)
Merope breathing in and out in slow rhythmic breathing, she groaned and leaned into his touch. He had no idea how appreciative she was, how unstrained her form was, how loosened her arms. Underneath his palm, he could feel her body begin to shiver, quiver beneath his warm, trusting touch in the vicinity of his inviolable, tranquil voice.

"I'm sorry, Jonathan.." Merope moved her hand to feel her heart, how it beat weakly beneath his hand. For some reason, she felt like a hand over her heart was a much powerful gesture; she felt like he could feel her appreciation by how soft it pounded. The more his tranquil, dull voice resonated in her eardrum, she became calmer and more submissive as she had been before.

If Jonathan believed she was going to sleep alone, it wasn't going to happen.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-20 03:45 am UTC (link)
Johnathan continued to stroke her back and the back of her head, sighing gently and continuing to whisper for her to relax in her ear. Her shivering and looseness showed him she'd relaxed, and he began to ease up on his grip.

"Its okay, Merope...you're okay." Dr. Crane replied, feeling his hand taken to feel her heartbeat against her chest. His eyes opened and he pulled back slightly and looked down, feeling the soft heartbeat with his hand. She was indeed much calmer now, his eyes glancing up to look into hers.

Johnathan wasn't sure what he should now, it was still early tonight. "Are you feeling okay now? Can you stand?" He asked calmly.

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[info]merope
2009-03-20 04:01 am UTC (link)
Merope easily moved, her hands rested on the ground and she moved forward. Easily, her hands moved to the wall and his shoulder to support her lithe frame and she leaned against the wall. She closed her eyes and her hand struggled to find his arm and she pulled him closer,"Jonathan, can I -- can I, I-I...." Merope forgot what she was thinking, her hand loosening her grip until she released it completely.

"W-What do you want to do?" Granted, she just wanted to rest and go to bed, but she would wait until he was tired. "Jonathan?" She took her hand and wrapped her arm around his own, leaning on his lanky frame.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-20 04:09 am UTC (link)
As she stood and used him for support, he remained seated on his knees until she was up, before standing up to his complete height. He felt like he should do something for her now, to make her feel better and of course make her trust him more. "What is it, Merope?" He said, taking her hand in his gently. "What is it you want to do?"

Johnathan smiled when she stopped and asked what he wanted to do. "Well, nothing in particular. Is there anything you need? You seem tired...maybe you should go rest in your bed?" He suggested, still holding onto her hand as she had wrapped her arm around his and used him for support.

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[info]merope
2009-03-20 10:28 am UTC (link)
Merope raised her eyes at Jonathan, staring back into his blue eyes. "I'm afraid, Jonathan. I'm afraid." The girl shook her head, she was afraid to rest, afraid to lay down and she couldn't have her own needs met. Merope had gone so long with putting her needs last that she couldn't even ask him just to do a simplistic thing. While the effects were still taking place to an extent, she just shook her head, trying to wear it off.

She became uneasy, her body shivered a little and she wasn't sure what to do with herself now,"N-No...I'll go upstairs, I'll just er....yeah." Merope slipped her hand from his, turning away and using the side rails to help her go upstairs.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-20 08:12 pm UTC (link)
Gently Johnathan would stroke her cheek, looking into her eyes and moving a bit of the hair away from her face. "Its okay to be afraid. You just have to slowly work towards over-coming it. Don't worry, my job is to help you with that." He said with a smile. Dr. Crane was of course only adding fuel to the fire, but just enough so that it didn't burn down the house. The psychiatrist would grasp her arm gently as she tried to walk away from him and head upstairs, gently guiding her up. "I don't think its a good idea for you to be alone at the moment. I should probably stay with you."

As they moved up there, he glanced back at the mask on the ground, giving a pleased smile about what he had done, before shutting off the light and closing the basement door. "Have you eaten yet? Perhaps that would be a good idea first. Ease your pain." Spoke the tall, lanky man, glancing down at her tiny form as he helped her move across the floor.

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[info]merope
2009-03-20 10:40 pm UTC (link)
The gentle caress, the bombardier hues focused on her as if she were something important. The way he hoarded over her was kind of frightening for her, but she didn't want to complain about his behaviour. Her current anxiety was much calmer than earlier, but she twitched a little whenever she felt too tense from her muscles tightening and loosening. While she went up the stairs, she struggled light but Jonathan pushed her gently until she was completely upstairs.

Merope moved across the floor, shuffling around in front of him as he directed her to the kitchen,"A little bit." She was starting to feel slightly dependant on Jonathan, he was creating this behaviour himself.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-22 06:14 am UTC (link)
Though he may have been hoarding over her, he was unaware. The thought process was that she would probably fall down the stairs or pass out, so he should probably aid her. Hands gently yet firmly held onto her body, helping her stay upright and not fall over. Once they reached the top, he loosened his touch upon her slightly.

"All right, I'll fix you something. Here, come with me.." He said, leading her into the kitchen and helping her sit down at the table. Dr. Crane would prepare some hot tea and a little bit of chocolate. "This should help you relax, give you some energy." He'd say as he poured himself a cup of tea and drank some, though the tall psychiatrist stood next to the table rather than seating himself.

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[info]merope
2009-03-22 10:10 pm UTC (link)
Merope felt his hands firmly on her arm, helping her ascend the stairs and she moved along as he lightly coaxed her into the direction he wished. When the two of them were in the kitchen and she was leaned against the back of the chair with her eyes fixated on Jonathan The tea prepared and the chocolate was set in front of her, her eyes lowered to the chocolate as she'd never eaten anything sweet before.

Gently, she picked it up and looked at him before eating off a piece. It was euphoria in her mouth, she'd never had something so sinful and her eyes closed and she sighed,"This is good, so good." Merope sighed out against, taking small sips of her tea.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-23 02:23 am UTC (link)
The tall, lanky professor continued to watch her as he leaned against the countertop drinkng a bit of his tea. Her expression to tasting chocolate made him chuckle a bit, finding it amusing. "You've never had chocolate before? Yeah its pretty good...I guess I'd taken it for granted really." He said with another sip of his his.

Finishing the cup, he'd put it in the sink and once she was done with her dishes and such he'd place them in the sink as well, taking her by the arm gently afterwards. "C'mon now, you should get some sleep." If she allowed him to lead her along, he would do so as they moved to the bedroom she'd been using, he gently letting her go as she entered.

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[info]merope
2009-03-23 11:28 pm UTC (link)
Merope shook her head, her hands moving to her thighs and she fidgeted a little, rubbing the fabric of the shirt he'd given her. Quietly, she frowned as he took her by the bicep and ushered her to the room, leading her to the bedroom. A sigh passed through her mouth as stepped back in her room, moving towards the bed and laying down.

She turned away from Jonathan and curled on top of the bed, cuddling her pillow for whatever safety.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-23 11:37 pm UTC (link)
After leading her to her bed, he watched her for a moment to make sure Merope would be all right. "If you need anything, feel free to come and get me. I'll be resting my room, its been a long day.." He chuckled a bit, before stepping out and shutting the door behind him and going into his own bedroom. Preparing for bed, Johnathan would sigh as he got into his pajamas and laid down under the covers, glasses removed and placed on the table next to his bed and he drifted off into slumber silently.

Time would pass, an hour or two after Johnathan had fallen asleep and drifted away into his dreams. He'd left his door unlocked in case Merope needed anything. Considering her situation, she may have needed something as simple as his company.

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[info]merope
2009-03-23 11:55 pm UTC (link)
Merope didn't sleep, she didn't move, she just remembered what had happened and feared another nightmare. The fear given had consumed her while she fought the sensation to leave the bed he'd given her and escape. The sensations became more real, more intense and she couldn't take it any more after a few hours.

She got up from the bed, her small feet touched the carpeting and she escaped into his room. Her eyes closed and she took a deep breath to fixate her mind on how to sneak into his bed with him. Easily, she moved to the floor and moved across the floor on her hands and knees so her weight wouldn't make noise. Merope approached the bed on the wrong side and moved to the right side and she lifted the blanket.

She easily shifted until she was on top of the bed, her body moving closer and her cold leg rested on his, her arm draping across his chest. Merope clutched the fabric on his chest and laid there awake.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-24 02:31 am UTC (link)
Johnathan was lying on his back in bed, eyes closed and glasses not on his face. For Merope, it would be a rare thing to see him not wearing them. The door opening and her crawling in and slipping into his bed didn't wake him up, she was too quiet for that to happen. However, when her cold leg touched his and her arm draped across his chest, he would awaken and look over at her. His eyes widened and his head backed up a bit in surprise.

"Merope..?" He said in a sleepy daze, rubbing his eyes a bit while looking at her. "Whats the matter? Did something happen?" He asked, surprised to see her in bed with him. He was rather...shocked because he'd never had a woman in bed with him before. Dr. Crane barely knew what to do.

Gently, the lanky man would place his large, bony hand upon her own which laid across his chest, still watching her quietly laying next to him.

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[info]merope
2009-03-24 02:53 am UTC (link)
Merope frowned, she didn't know what to say or what to do. She had hoped that he would remain asleep and not arouse from slumber, but she couldn't help but look at his face. His likeness to Tom was so extreme, her eyes fixated on his own and she leaned forward, clutching the fabric closer to her. "I can't sleep, I can't sleep." Merope shivered, and hid her body underneath the covers, trying to steal whatever warmth he had.

Jonathan bony hand rested on her hand to keep it where he was,"I'm sorry, Jonathan." She leaned up, resting her head against the top of his shoulder and chest.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-24 03:00 am UTC (link)
Her frowning just made him blink a little in confusement, followed by her words. He smiled a little bit and gripped her little hand a bit tighter. "I understand...you can stay here if you need to." He said calmly, yawning a little as he was rather tired.

Her head touching his shoulder made him swallow hard, watching her and feeling a little uncomfortable, but mostly due to not have much experience here. To her apologises, he'd reply. "No its okay, I understand. You can sleep here like this if you need to."

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[info]merope
2009-03-24 03:09 am UTC (link)
Merope was coming more dependant than before, her need for him was much greater as she could barely stand being alone now. Easily, she moved so she was closer but it didn't seem to be for the reasons she thought herself. Merope found herself needing to be somewhere that Jonathan could protect her. As she finally rested, her eyes closed and she moved her hand into his hair, stroking the side of his ebony soaked hair.

"I.." She frowned. "I love your voice." She sighed, her body beginning to relax to a small extent.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-24 03:24 am UTC (link)
Johnathan was finding it rather nice to take care of someone like this, rather than make them afraid to death. It felt...good to feel needed. Was this love? He didn't want to believe that something like this could happen to him again, after so many years. He didn't want to let it happen, but he felt like he couldn't just send her away and have nothing to do with her. Her hand going through his hair gave him goosebumps.

To her words, he sighed a bit and reached his hand over to her head, petting her gently. "A lot of people do. It helps when you're a psychiatrist."

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[info]merope
2009-03-24 03:31 am UTC (link)
There was much more she wanted to say, much more she wanted to do but she was afraid to do them. Jonathan's lack of interest was unexpected, making it clear to her that her feelings were attached only by the fact that she'd become addicted to his presence. The usually tense girl was able to find a form of relaxation underneath his palm, feeling much safer than before.

Finally, she was drifting a bit to sleep,"..Jon.." She mumbled, not saying his name for any real reason.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-24 03:55 am UTC (link)
Though Johnathan wouldn't realize what was going through her head. Did he have a lack of interest? No, even though he normally tried to tell himself she only wanted to be near him due to his resemblance to her former husband, right now he couldn't.

As she began to drift to sleep, he would lean over and kiss her forehead gently, petting her still and watching her drift off. "Merope I...I love your voice, too." He said quietly, and feeling nervous and tense himself. Was he really saying that? He could barely belive himself.

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[info]merope
2009-03-24 10:14 am UTC (link)
The gentle reinforcement was helpful, his large hand stroking her, petting her did much for her fear that he instilled. Merope drifted in and out of sleep, finding it difficult to stay awake, even when he spoke again. In her head, whether it was real or not, she wanted him to be Tom as his likeness had been exact. There had always been something about Tom, about this man that resembled him that made it easy for her to cope with her sudden loss.

After a few moments, her hand felt limp along with her arm and the rest of her body.

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[info]mymask
2009-03-24 11:42 am UTC (link)
Johnathan stayed awake and continued to pet and stroke her black hair, watching her with half-lidded eyes. He was tired, but wanted to watch her fall asleep first. The twisted doctor felt a sense of...well, he felt like a guardian. A protector. It was something new to him, as he'd always been an attacker and never cared about anyone. Yet this girl showed actual care for him, which made him feel obligated to protect her. And yet, it angered him inside knowing it was because he looked like her former husband. The confliction between the two feelings battled like good and evil in his mind.

When her hand fell limp, he stopped for a moment, before patting gently and whispering in her ear. "Goodnight." He said, before closing his eyes and allowing himself to drift off with her back into his dreams.

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