He made it sound like she was amazing, but she wasn't quite sure about all that. "Because he.. the last thing he ever said to me was that he wanted to go somewhere with me and settle down. He wanted to have roots and be a family and that's what I wanted. And then he died and I just did exactly what he didn't really want me to do. He taught me I just feel like I.. I don't know." She moved a bit so that he could get behind her and put her head back on his shoulder. "I've never stayed too long in one place. I shut people out. I'm tired of that I guess."