"To a point," Ilya said. he glanced at the napkin. "I'm learning." Was learning, before Rurik went and had himself turned into a vampire, but he wasn't ready to spring that on her yet, if ever. "It's only really spontaneous when I'm really really upset. I'm learning to control it, call it when I want it, when I really focus. Supposedly, that will make it easier to control, when I'm out of control. If that makes sense."