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Sha Gojyo (pervykappa) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2009-01-26 09:47:00

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sha gojyo

Who: Gojyo and Henry
What: drunk Gojyo dropping in on Henry
Where/when:Henry's house, 3-4 am
Warning: mentioned drug use TBD

Gojyo stumbled with the key, trying to get it to fit in the lock. After a minute he realized it was the wrong house key and switched keys, trying to be as quiet as possible. Finally it opened and he stumbled in the door, turning lights on, then off the next second as the bright light hurt his eyes.

"Fuck." He tripped over a table that wasn't where it should be, falling to the ground, cursing again. "Fuck!"

He was a mess, smelling of a party mix of booze and smoke.

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	healing_heart 2009-01-26 10:26 am UTC (link)
	Henry heard the noise and walked out, knowing who it probably was. When he saw Gojyo stumbling through the apartment he sighed. "Gojyo?" He asked, but didn't wait for an answer he simply lifted his lover to his feet and helped him towards the bathroom. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-26 10:39 am UTC (link)
	Gojyo smiled up at Henry. "Henry! Hiiiii! What are you doing here? O am I at your house?" he looked a little confused but still very happy. "I love you Henry! It's bright." He complained as they got to the bathroom. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-26 04:23 pm UTC (link)
	"I live here" He said slightly annoyed as he dragged the man to the bathroom stripping him down and tossing the clothes to the side before starting the shower. "Come on..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-26 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	"I thought I went home." He moved to help Henry undress him automatically. He didn't even seem to notice he was naked. He tried to walk into the shower himself, almost falling when he made the first step. "I'm okay. I'm good." He righted himself, getting fully under the spray. "Wow, how did I get here?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-26 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	Henry rolled his eyes and climbed in with him. "I don't know how you got here." He said clearly not pleased with the situation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-26 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	Gojyo nuzzled against him a bit, swaying a little. "The room keeps moving." He was oblivious to Henry's displeasure, being just a bit too far gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-26 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	"Thats what happens when you get wasted." He said as he washed his lovers body. It was obvious that Henry was dispeased as he was not taking his time to do the simple task of showering with his lover gently. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-26 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Gojyo looked up at Henry, finally getting the feeling that Henry wasn't happy. "I should go home. You don't want me here." He started to try to leave the shower, still with soap covering half of him and soaking wet. He didn't get out the shower curtain, just walked in a circle, trying to figure out how to get out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-26 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	"You are not going anywhere, and it isn't that I don't want you here." He said still annoyed. "I just don't like you like this." Henry knew that Gojyo wouldn't remember this, but he couldn't help it, he had to tell him how he felt. As Henry spoke he led Gojyo back to stand under the water, being considerably more gentle as he watched him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-27 07:00 am UTC (link)
	"I'm sorry." He sounded very small, suddenly, very sad, "I don't wanna be how you don't like me. What can I do? I don't want you to be upset, I'm sorry." He was crying now, colapsing to fetal position at the bottom of the shower. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-27 12:18 pm UTC (link)
	Henry again pulled Gojyo to his feet and made him look at him. "Just relax and let me finish washing you, then you are going to rest, and when you wake up with the worst hangover you have ever had we will talk." He said this in a firm commanding tone as if he wasn't going to take no for an answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-27 01:50 pm UTC (link)
	Gojyo did his best to cooperate, though only reluctantly looking into Henry's eyes and looking away as soon as he could. "I've had worse nights." It was said matter-of-fact, that it wouldn't be the worst hangover. He let Henry wash him, not trying to help or hinder, just doing as he was told. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-28 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Henry leaned in to kiss his lover's cheek. "I love you, I just don't like how you handle things sometimes.' With this he rinsed the soap completely off Gojyo then turned the water off. "Come on, you just need rest." He added climbing out of the (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-28 08:34 am UTC (link)
	"I don't have any other way to handle things. I'm not good enough. I'm never good enough. Nothing I do can change it. I did everything to make her happy and she hated me." He followed Henry out of the shower, having a bit of difficulty with the movement but managing to not fall down. Even if he wanted to fall down, just curl up in a ball and stop. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

healing_heart
2009-01-28 10:42 am UTC (link)

It took everything in Henry's power not to shake and scream at Gojyo, he knew that would only make matters worse. "Listen to me and listen carefully" he said in an eerily calm tone. "That is your past, you can't change your damn past. I know it hurts. I know its something that makes moving on hard, but you have. You have a new life, a place here, someone who loves you, a daughter who adores you, and if you accept it a family who would accept you, but that's only if you allow yourself to move past your past and enjoy your new life."

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	pervykappa 2009-01-28 12:35 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't deserve any of it. She died and it was all my fault. I don't know how to be a dad, I've only proved that over and over. And I can't give you everything you deserve. I'm gonna break your heart and they're all going to hate me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-01-29 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	Again it took all in Henry's power to not smack him, but he managed. wrapping the man in the towel Henry led him to the bed where he urged him to lay down. "Rest" He ordered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pervykappa 2009-01-30 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	Gojyo went to lay on the bed and found himself falling asleep just as his head hit the pillow. It was such a deep sleep that he did not want to wake up. (Reply to this) (Parent)