"I don't mean like that.." she wasn't that much of a mess physically. She'd washed her face and rinsed her mouth out. She didn't need to shower right away.
She looked down at the apple. Maybe this guy really did know her, if he knew it wasn't normal for her to eat healthy food. "Yeah," she said, regret in her voice. She swallowed past the lump in her throat. Why couldn't she crave normal stuff? If she was going to go through this, she could at least be getting chocolate and ice cream. "I'm scared," she said again, quietly.