Rurik had never entertained the idea that Kai might be using him. They'd surpassed that many years earlier. He'd always thought Kai would allow him to experiment this way if he'd but asked. Until now, he hadn't had much interest in it, but now, now it seemed right. Now was the time, and Rurik found he enjoyed the feel of it, the tightness of Kai around him, to strain of his hips pressing deep, the urge to go deeper still and fill his lover fully.
"Kai..." he murmured, hips rocking against the friction of the joining. He had enough experience with orgasm now to know it was coming on him quickly, rushing him, like a tide, and he couldn't hold back.