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Henry Spivey/Edward Albright (dearthair) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-12-28 14:32:00

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henry spivey, norah skinner

Who: Henry Spivey and Norah Skinner
What: Heart to heart
Where: Their home
When: Today
Warnings: Discussions of violence and sexual desires likely

Henry felt tense and cursed at every other car on the road. Finally reaching home, he sat in his car for a moment, focusing on his breathing the way Norah -no, Dr Skinner. Breathing the way Dr Skinner had taught him long ago, before things had gotten so complicated. With a flase feeling of internal calm, Henry headed inside. He went in the back door, directly into the kitchen, and then regretted it. If he'd gone in the front, he could have slipped into the bathroom to spalsh water on his face.

He forced a smile for Norah. "Hey." He went for the fridge, to get something to drink, something to do with his hands.

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hasnowillpower
2008-12-28 02:08 pm UTC (link)

Since they were meeting in the kitchen, Norah figured it was a good time to actually get something to eat. So she was making food when Henry came into the kitchen. Well this was going to be awkward yet again. But she wanted to help, so she stood at the stove, making grilled cheese and turned to look at him. "Hey.." she greeted with a smile.

She figured he'd start when he was ready. "You don't mind if I cook do you? Do you want a sandwich?"

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	dearthair 2008-12-28 02:20 pm UTC (link)
	Henry shook his head. "Not sure I could eat, right now." He moved to sit at the table, a can of soda in his hands. He didn't open it. "Remember when I first started knowing something wasn't right? The dream of Paris, when Edward had been there, and I found the matchbook in my pocket? That's how I feel, right now. Like things are happening out of my control." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-28 02:31 pm UTC (link)
	Since she was the only one eating, she continued to cook, though glanced over at him once in a while. "You feel like there aren't things you know about? Actual things, like a matchbook? Or.. just a feeling?" Because those were two different things, more or less. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

dearthair
2008-12-28 02:59 pm UTC (link)

Henry shook his head. "I don't know. It's...I went to a party, the other night. And when I went in, they thought I was Edward, until Edward showed up. And by then, well." Henry looked up to Norah's face. "It was a strange party. And, I ended up with a leather whip, and I beat Edward with it. He...enjoyed it," Henry stated, wanting to make sure Norah understood it wasn't a senseless beating. "And I enjoyed it. And now, Kakia wants to teach me. And I'm...I want to, and I don't know how to deal with that."

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hasnowillpower
2008-12-28 03:48 pm UTC (link)

Listening like only she could do, and what she was best at. To be honest she wasn't quite sure what to say to all of that, she wasn't exactly surprised by the revelation, she knew that lots of lines had been blurred between Edward and Henry. But she was here as strictly a professional. "Well even though the switch in your head had made you essentially two different people, it's still one brain. One brain holding all that information. A brain's a complicated organ. And since you used to be one person, really one person it makes sense that you share certain likes with him."

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	dearthair 2008-12-28 05:22 pm UTC (link)
	Henry nodded. He swiped a hand across his face. "I know. I just. It's complicated. Because, I never knew I'd be like that. I never knew I'd like that. But I didn't want to stop. And I mean, I know part of it was because it was Edward, but then Kakia let me beat on her too, and I liked it. i really liked it Norah. Does that make me sick?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hasnowillpower
2008-12-28 05:37 pm UTC (link)

"No it doesn't make you sick, Henry. It makes you complicated. Is it getting in the way of things? Your life? Is it making you unable to function normally these things? I mean can you keep it separate?" Even she knew that Edward didn't go around just hitting people for no reason. He had a method to the madness as odd as it was. But she wanted to know how he felt about it.

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	dearthair 2008-12-28 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't know," Henry admitted. He regretted not going to the office. He wanted the space to pace. He didn't move from his seat, but fingered the soda can, still unopened. "It's like there's this whole other side of me. Like Edward is still there, only he's not because he has his own body." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hasnowillpower
2008-12-28 06:46 pm UTC (link)

Flipping over the grilled cheese, she hm'd a bit. "Well.. you've got choices. You can ignore all of it and try your best to squash down the feelings. You always said you just wanted things to go back to normal. Or you can see where it takes you, try it out. It's.. well not to trivialize it, but it's just like trying to find out about anything else you might or might not like. You won't know until you give it an actual try. If you're not hurting someone else when they don't want you to, then there isn't a problem with the behavior."

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	dearthair 2008-12-28 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	Henry nodded. He was quiet for a moment, contemplating his soda can. When he spoke, his voice was low. "Would you let me?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-28 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	About to turn off the stove and put the sandwich on a plate, she blinked and looked over at him. "Let... you? Let you.. do what?" she had a feeling she knew, but she wanted him to say it. In case she was totally wrong. Carefully she moved the sandwich onto the plate, though now she wasn't sure she was hungry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dearthair 2008-12-28 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	"Will you let me whip you?" Henry turned his eyes up to her, otherwise he would ahve looked away as if ashamed and he wasn't ashamed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-28 08:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah that's what she thought he'd ask. She wasn't quite sure what to say. Yeah definitely not hungry anymore. She pushed the plate to the side, and licked her lips. "All right." Who knew why she was agreeing. Mostly because she wanted to try it, she thought. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dearthair 2008-12-28 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	Henry nodded. "Good. I mean. It's...good." He smiled a little and rose to put the unopened soda back in the fridge. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-28 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	Clicking off the stove, she made sure that things were put away and then moved to follow him back to the bedroom. "Here? I mean.. where do you want to do this?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dearthair 2008-12-29 12:23 am UTC (link)
	"The bedroom?" Henry suggested. "But, I mean. The office, if you'd be more comfortable there?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-29 12:31 am UTC (link)
	"I think I've desecrated my office enough, the bedroom's fine.." she smiled a bit and then lead the way back to the bedroom. "What do you need me to do other then get undressed?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

dearthair
2008-12-29 04:54 pm UTC (link)

"Relax." Henry nodded. He had no business doing this, and he knew it. All the things Kakia had said ran through his mind. And then there was Edward. Edward would kill him, if he hurt Norah. But he wouldn't hurt her. he'd be careful. He'd only hit her a few times. Just enough to get it out of his system, as Kakia had said. That was all he needed. He needed to know if it was a genuine interest, if he wanted to pursue it, or if it had really been about beating on Edward. "Do you want to put some music on or something?"

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hasnowillpower
2008-12-29 05:18 pm UTC (link)

Carefully she undid her clothes and slid out of them, putting them to the side and tried to relax herself. This wouldn't be so bad right? It wasn't like he was angry at her and really wanted to hurt her. Or maybe that's why she was doing this, to find out if he did want to hurt her or anyone else. People could only say so much, actions usually spoke louder. "Um, all right sure.." she went over to the radio and flipped it on before coming back. "All the way undressed?" she was in just her bra and panties at the moment. "And where do you want me?"

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	dearthair 2008-12-29 07:21 pm UTC (link)
	Henry nodded. "Yeah. That's probably best. It's going to hurt, Norah. You're going to bleed." Henry wanted to do it, but at the same time he was having second thoughts. "You're really okay with it? All I have is my belt." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-29 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	Stripping down the rest of the way, when she got all the way undressed she went over to the bed. Did she really want this? Who knew at this point, but it was too late to turn back. "Yeah.. where should I be? That's fine.. your belt's fine." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dearthair 2008-12-29 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	"By the wall, I guess. Put your hands against the wall and spread your feet a part." He'd given her a chance to call it off, and she hadn't. She was really going to let him beat on her. And seeing her naked like she was and moving to get in position made him feel almost dizzy. He pulled in a breath, and shifted as his cock swelled against the seam of his jeans. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasnowillpower 2008-12-29 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	Going over to the wall, she faced it and then tucked her hair away to the side so that it wouldn't be in the way and put her hands and legs apart. She put her hands up against the wall and took a deep breath and shut her eyes. No reason to just stare at the wall, it wasn't like that was much fun. She'd just wait in anticipation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

dearthair
2008-12-29 08:37 pm UTC (link)

He didn't waste time. He knew she would be anticipating the first blow, and he didn't want to leave her in suspense too long.

He pulled his belt loose from his jeans. Taking the buckle in hand, he judged the distance as best he could, then pulled back and landed the first blow just between her shoulder blades.

He gasped at the sight of the welt rising, the blood rushing the surface. The feel of it had been exhilarating, the back lash, the calculation of where the belt would land. He'd been only slightly off, his aim fairly accurate.

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hasnowillpower
2008-12-29 08:47 pm UTC (link)

When the first blow came as prepared as she had been for it, it still caused her to cry out and jump a bit not so much at the feel but just at the fact that it wasn't what she'd been expecting or maybe she hadn't been expecting it all. She wished she had something to hold onto since the wall wouldn't do.

Tears sprang to her eyes and she shut them tight this time, letting out a breath of hot hair as she tried to steady herself.