"Ah, that's likely why you're so traumatized by it." Bill said with a nod. "I never had a first everything. Spread those out. Though, I can't say it's uncommon, luv. You just bit off more than you could chew, an' then when this happened, you thought you were to blame. You're not." He smiled slightly, "Jack may've been my first love, but he wasn't my first everything. I'd kissed before I'd met him, and I'd slept with at least a dozen others before we'd slept together. I married Isabelle before I married him. But I knew he was right for me, and he knew I was right for him. I know you might have felt th'same 'bout Alec, but you're new, luv. You're new to love and relationships an' all that. How would you know he was right, if you never spread it out?" He beeped her nose. "Fairies are so quick to leap to conclusions."