"How am I supposed to be acting? I mean, I was possessed for God knows how long. then I get swept up here when I meant to be going home. And now there's a man who is exceptionally like my ex-husband, but cute and not as worn down by the world, the way he was when I fell in love with him."
But she wasn't younger, and she was worn down, and now she felt it for the first time since her arrival.