"I know that. I'm sure just about anyone could do a better job than me, though. There was this guy that looked like Kai. I went out to drinks with him, got way too drunk. Nothin' happened, but not really for anything on my part. The guy..." This was the part he really didn't want to tell Libby. "The guy was a vampire. I even. I said stupid things when I was around him, cause all I wanted was an excuse to stay close to him. He acted like Kai, too, sorta, a little. I offered him my blood. He didn't take it. And I know I shouldn't have, knew it the moment I sent the damn reply, but I did it, and He still has way too much fucking power over me, even with Henry.... I just wanna be over him. For Henry."