Thank goodness for small favors. Slowly she nodded her head. "It wasn't just that.. I mean she watched him die again. And.. there was some other thing I can't think of.. oh.. Dr. Cox.. that was before her husband I think. Anyway.. she kind of just shut down. Like she went catatonic.. and then she ... jumped off the roof.." she said quietly. "I never ever ever want to see her like that ever again. It was.. scary. And I don't scare easy." Well not too easy anyway. "Maybe that's.. for the best. I'm not going anywhere.. and I'm certainly not upset or angry at you."