Her question made his mouth turn up into a genuine smile. "So much, Ophelia. I love so much now I think my heart's going to burst." He pointed to the tattoos on each wrist. "I got these - they're done with ink and needles - because two people in my life reminded me how to love again so much that it all feels like my chest is going to burst." He sniffed a little, letting her look and touch the skin. "It took a long time. And I'm not sure I'm ready for it. But someday, somehow... things will get better for you."