"I can't say anything. I already did that except I was drinking more. Drugs were never really my thing." Ton knew the destructive path all too well, and though he'd calmed down after he'd ended up with the arc reactor, it was only a matter of time before he was going to start it again or worse. "Both. I think the level of relief is equal on all fronts," he said as he softly brushed his fingers through her hair.