"I really shouldn't even be here. My..." he searched for a word that wouldn't make it so blatantly obvious...but it really was impossible now that the words were out of his mouth. Fuck it. "boyfriend wouldn't be too happy if he knew I was out with a guy who looked just like my ex. Even if it is just drinks. Not that he would say anything. He'd pretend he wasn't upset by it, say he understands and be angry at me for hurting myself. Something like that."