"You were luckier than I was. I wanted to escape, but I kept fooling myself into staying because...because I thought momma loved me. And when I thought I had found the means to 'break free' it all turned out to be a mean trick."
It was a sign of how far she had come, that she could think back to that night and still show control of her power.
'Dear God,what'm I going to do if momma shows up here?' it wasn't the first time the thought past through her mind.