"It's always been me, hasn't it? The reason we're at constant war -- it's always been me who starts it? God.... Skwisgaar... I'm sorry. That's all I can say. That, and... you're right. About everything, I think. And mostly about... I need to get back to my music, and perform and write and just... fuckin'... COPE."
He looks up at the guitarist. "But first, right now, I swear I can hear things iside me breaking. I'm not sure if I'm about to start sobbing or throw up, so I'm sorry about either." It's amazing how matter-of-factly he manages to say that despite the fact that there are tears welling in his eyes and his whole body is trembling.