Everything that he was saying was basically echoing the words in her own mind. He had to kill a baby? A child? Her heart was aching for him but at the same time she knew that Henry, her Henry would only do that if he had no other choice.
Ava did not want to tell Henry what had happened to her going back to Ugeralimepte. The demon thought that she had escaped on her own volition. There was not a day that he had not punished her for that. Due to her healing properties he would give her away to any demon that requested her special talent. No matter how much abuse she took she wouldn't die from it. Whenever something bad like that was happening to her she thought of Henry. She let her mind wander. So now, just sitting here with him made her associate to all of those times.
That was something that she wanted to get past. She had to. Thinking in silence after he had said that last bit she put her head on his shoulder. After a few moments she raised her head and softly turned his face so that he was looking at her. Her eyes became steely and that spark of will that was still left of her fired to the surface. "I will not live without you. That is not an option my love."