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Tweak says, "I'm gonna live forever, or die"

Dean (donttouchthecar) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-07-05 00:46:00

Current mood:	guilty
Entry tags:	future!dean winchester, solvei samuels

I know you're out there, somewhere out there...
Who: Solvei Samuels and future!Dean Winchester
What: Reunited and it feels so good?
Where: Solvei's place
When: Right now
Warnings: Angst. Yep, pretty much. Language. NASTY language. HUGE fight.

It didn’t take long for Dean Winchester to find Sol’s place. He kept his eyes peeled for the bakery and about ten minutes after he left Faith’s pimp pad, he found the bakery. It was almost closing time and he peered inside the window, but there was no one inside, not from what he could see. He tried opening the door and eventually he banged on the glass, hoping to get anyone’s attention that was in there, if they were even in there. Taking a few steps back, he tilted his head back and looked up at the building knowing full and well she was up there, somewhere.

Knocking on the door went nowhere and he was starting to get even more restless than he already was. Was Faith lying this whole time? Faith was a lot of things, but surprisingly, she wasn’t a liar. Walking out back to the street, he noticed a fire escape and he latched on and climbed up the ladder until he found himself a balcony with a couch on it.

He knocked on the glass and yelled out her name a few times, but she didn’t come. Slumping down on the couch, he waited for her to return home.

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solvei
2008-07-05 06:57 am UTC (link)

This was what they always did. They said everything that they could possibly could to hurt the other one when they fought. Once they found the nerve they didn't just press on it, no they stomped on it with everything they had. This was one part of them that she never missed.

"You!" He told her that she was a bitch and she expected that. That didn't even bother her. The fact that now, of all times, he was telling her that he was going to give up everything for her? It was just rich beyond words. "Of course you pick now to tell me all of this Dean. Only after the fact."

Then he told her exactly what she expected. He stuck the blade in her and twisted. Then he pulled out the ring. Her ring. The one that he had proposed to her with. The only other time besides tonight that he had ever seen her cry and threw it away. She was past the point of physical violence. "Wait here."

Running inside of her apartment she ripped his necklace off the wall. The one thing of his that she managed to take with her. The one thing that she held dear more than anything else. His necklace. The necklace. The one that Sammy had meant for his Dad that he had given to Dean. Dean had given it to her the first time that he told her that he loved her.

She ran back outside and threw it at him as hard as she could. Sobbing again she shouted at him, "Get out of my life!"

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donttouchthecar
2008-07-05 07:05 am UTC (link)

Shaking his head when she went inside, he waited for her and he didn't know why. He could have easily left, but no, he waited and when she came back out, she threw something at him and he caught it against his chest and looked down. His necklace. Balling it up in his palm, he closed it and made a fist while he looked at her as she yelled at him to get out of her life.

He never meant for this to happen. If she was seeing someone else? What could he do. This was another life. He could be pissed off about it for a while, but in the end? What could he do? It was the fact that she assumed he just moved on the moment she left and it wasn't the case. He hasn't moved on yet to be honest. Although now, he was deeply reconsidering.

"Whatever, Sol," he dismissed it as if it was nothing, but it was everything. When Faith told him that Solvei was in this world, it was as if everything just came together and now everything was falling apart. It changed so quick and he wasn't sure if he was sinking or swimming.

He could have justified himself, but he was honestly too exhausted to do that. Besides, if he let her think what she wanted, then she'd sleep better at night, so whatever. It didn't matter.

Dean kept his eyes on her for a long moment, feeling like shit that he was the reason she was crying like this, but there was nothing he could do. There was someone else to dry her tears.

"Yeah," was all he said as he headed down the ladder and onto the street below. He could hear her from the sidewalk and it took not even a second and he was already heading back to Faith's new place.

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