Sol could practically see the wheels turning in his head. The emotions that were flickering across his face. He just wasn't getting it. Any of it. When he took her hips into his hands she practically flinched. Because that touch was oh so familiar. His big hands grabbing her frame in so many different ways.
"I never thought that I'd see you again. And, I'm so sorry." She let go of her legs and reached out to touch his face. Not actually touching him just tracing the line of it with her fingers right over it.
"Dean, you were my first love. My first everything. The person that woke me up. I never felt anything real but anger before you... not since my parents..." She took him out of hell with Faith. She'd do it again, hell, she'd switch their places if she had to.
Tears were flowing down her face again but she wasn't sobbing anymore. "I'll always love you but there's somebody else..." She felt like a cold hard fist had just grabbed her heart and squeezed.