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Sol (solvei) wrote in utr_logs,

When he said that he had nothing without her she started to shake with the sobs. The worst part of all of this? Was knowing what she was going to do to him. All over again. She was so pissed at god, the universe, everything right now. This just wasn't fair. When she was finished telling him everything it was going to be like she had left him all over again. In fact, it might be worse.

She didn't say anything but she let him take her into his arms again. This was almost worse than losing her parents... all of it. She was going to lose him again. Just by merely telling him the truth.

"There's so much I have to tell you. So much to explain. Dean... you're going to hate me. I don't think that I can do this." Pulling away from him she sat down hard on the couch. Pulling her legs up and wrapping her arms around them. Getting as tight into a ball as she could. Looking up at him she started to explain, "Dean, when I got here, the day after I got here. I ran into another you. I had just found out about our baby and I thought it was you and another Sam. They didn't know who the hell I was."

She took a deep breath and went on. "The Dean said that he was in love with someone else named Bela and that he was going to propose to her... I'm sure you can imagine what it might've been like for me if our places were reversed."