"Y'know? It is selfish in a way. Don't get me wrong. I feel the same way though. I'm just scared that everyone that I knew is going to be worried about me. That I bailed on them or something happened to me. Have you thought about that?" Really, this is the first time that this had even crossed her mind. But, that was something that was going to drive her crazy if she thought about it to long. She kinda wondered when that this repressing thing that she was doing was going to catch up with her.
She smiled a little. "Henry seems sweet. Can't believe that I told him everything actually. I am curious about it but I'm sure that I'll catch it sooner or later." She shrugged and pulled out the orange juice for Kyle and took out a glass for him. "Do you mind if I have a glass of wine?" If he was anti-alcohol she didn't want to drink in front of him.
"Yeah, I'll be fine." She knew that she would be... if she didn't think. "I think I'll stick to the couch though. I almost feel like that bed is going to swallow me up. Last night I slept on the couch, it's not bad." She really didn't like sleeping alone.