Remy opened her mouth but words didn't come out for a while and eventually she just shook her head, "I don't know why.. I wish I did.. it's not.." she didn't know. She sat down on the edge of the bed, "I'm not going to remember you.. or the kids.. I won't know who you are.. and you'll have to do everything for me pretty much and I mean.. everything.. I never wanted you to have to do that. It was so hard on my Mom.. and on us.." she let out a breath.
She wiped at her eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring this all up and it's not fair I just.. I keep feel like I've .. wormed my way in and then dumped all this on your lap and I feel like I should just run.. I can't.. I won't.. I just.." she shook her head again.