Zach had just...been talking, rambling again, as he tried to answer Colin's questions. And he hadn't tried to tell Colin what to do at all, no that hadn't been his intent. And he wasn't saying Colin should sleep with him or should sleep with him first before anyone else. He was just saying, if Colin wanted to with him, it would be good, really good, and not to worry. And stuff. Had it not come off that way? Really, Zach had learned so much from Cedric, but that hadn't meant he hadn't improved more, learned from others. Hell, he was learning a lot from Fletcher. So Colin didn't have to do- damn it now his rambling was confusing himself too.
His hand slid up to take Colin's cheek, a grin on his face as he thought about Colin and Justin. Yes, he could see that happening. And if that were what made Colin happy, then he wanted that for him. That was more important than...than anything else. It made Zach happy to see Colin happy. And Zach wanted him, not just...sex or something like it but Colin.
That was new. Right, question. "Then, you want to be careful and slow and use lots of lubricant," Zach dropped one hand to the side for his wand, summoning a tube silently, "This stuff. It makes it go better. You cannot use too much. And, you figure it out together. And if you...decide to, I can...help as much as I can, uh." Their track record wasn't the best on getting through, but Zach wanted it to be as painless an experience as possible for whoever was on bottom.
And Colin was asking more questions, and Zach was trying hard to pay attention because he liked Colin, and he didn't like boys very often, not like that, not since- not that he could remember since-
Zach kissed Colin back, a hand sliding down Colin's side, and oh he knew how close he was, to more, to being able to do, and Colin had asked. Asked to know how, not for Zach to do it. "It's...hard to talk through," Zach tried to answer, especially with a hot guy on top of him, who he had every desire to do every last bit of it to, "more of a show...than tell. And no, it doesn't taste bad, to me at least." And he pushed his hips up, and oh Colin had shifted...lower, and oh god, those thoughts were running through his mind, yes yes yes, no nono. He wanted to wait.
His hand ran along Colin's skin, near the band. It was all up to what Colin wanted.