She focused on Patience because that made her feel more calm, more relaxed, and the negative aspects of the emotions that came with being wandless faded away with that. Her eyes went over to her wand when Patience spoke of it though, and her heart wrenched at the sight. That was going to take time.
Her eyes fell down slightly. "I might...get too emotional if I talk about it now," Felixa admitted, "It's still so fresh." She swallowed back, feeling a little bad that she hadn't even realized, hadn't felt its loss when it got broken. She had only noticed when she reached for it after untangling herself from Crispino. If someone lost their best friend, their lover, their soul mate, any of those - did they not feel it the moment they were gone?
"I've told you a lot about beech, but did you know that it was once used for the magic of the summer solstice? It had to do with the...building of desires and fulfilling them, which is powerful magic, though fewer people remember it these days," Felixa spoke, trying not to let the little moment get to her.